I have had all sorts of stuff running through my mind the last few days. I can't seem to get past it in the middle of the night. Last night I woke up again with a panic attack and it's about to get me down. I can't understand what is there that is making me get like this. I have never in my life ever been afraid of anything. I have never had the racing heart and short breathing that many call the fight or flight reflex. Guess I was just lucky or really didn't care which way it went---I was always prepared to go either way---with anyone---anytime.
In short it sucks to have this going on and not be able to figure out where it is coming from.....if it ties into DCFS there WILL be a major shakeup. I am pretty angry with all the red tape and bull sh#@ that we have had to go through in our journey to get custody of our grandkids. Through all of that we are still nowhere---we have been doing everything we can do for
3 1/2 months and we have no answers and no real progress showing.
As I write this I think cheer up things could be worse---I am afraid to do that because they probably will be worse
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