My dear Mother suffered a heart attack last Thursday evening and another milder one Friday morning.  We went over to see her Friday afternoon and she looked a lot better than she has looked for a while.  We went back Saturday and she looked a little worse.  
She was asleep when we got there Saturday so we just sat down to wait until she woke up. A nurse came in and woke her, cussed her, and put her oxygen back on.  Apparently she has been taking it off regularly, and she will not wear it at home.  I think that is her attempt to get out of this life without commiting suicide which she believes is simply self induced murder. 
She is 92 years and 7 months old and does not want to be here.  She told me to do something in my life that guaranteed that I wouldn't live as long as she has.  I dearly love my Mother but if life were fair God would have taken her several years ago.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
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I'm sorry :(
I wish she could just die, but at the same time I wish she could live forever, but be healthy! I love her so much!!! It'll be a sad sad day when she dies!
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